New Job

I got a new job.. I'll work out in the recycling now.. More time to read, write and knit I hope.. Maybe get an Mp3 player too. Getting along very well with Fran these days.. good good. Not so much with Mom of course.. ba.. I thought things were good with Brendan but now he's not calling me back.. fuck.. it's never smooth with him.. I guess it's my fault for the whole dating him when I didn't want to thing.. boo.. ah well..
So I think that what I mean wen I say I hate my life is that I need a purpose.. I need a major goal..